March 04, 2018
Beautiful Obsession: "Marvel"
He was charming. His 14-year-old self was the most beautiful thing I could have imagined. We could talk, when no one was around. He was cool. And I was not but that didn’t stop me from fantasizing about us. He was troubled, and I liked that. My folks didn’t like him and that made it even more better. Every girl wanted him, and he wanted to be with every girl. He was crazy in the sense that he didn’t care about what anyone thought. He was a BADASS! He knew it. Every girl’s bad boy. Every parent’s nightmare. “Marvel” was the perfect blend of crazy, excitement and fun. He was the “call me after 9 so we can stay on the phone until the sun comes up”, “call me over when your folks aint home”, “let me show you how to….” Kinda guy. He seemed way more advanced than me and he was only a year older than I was. As he moved further from me and as I started to become wiser I knew that we would never be the couple I wanted. I wanted a boyfriend and he wanted another notch under his belt and I couldn’t go for that. He started to get into more trouble and his face and body showed that. Those eyes I loved so much started to look weary, those night teeth started to yellow, those nice lips turned black and that body wasn’t much to look at. After I started focusing on my adult life there would be times he would hit me up on social media, to which I would reply “I’m good” or just don’t respond at all. It was crazy this guy I was obsessing over when I was 13 was all in my DM’s. I guess life wasn’t being good to him, so he saw how good I was doing and thought he could latch on and ride my wave. No thanks sir! You look like you smoked weed for a living and you don’t look clean. If I was to see him I would probably pass him by. Not because I’m too good for him but because he couldn’t see my worth and didn’t take the time to invest in me. His punishment for being clueless about how dope I was and how amazing I’m going to be is to watch my social media and watch this glow and growth.
December 24, 2017
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